hye!

will be right back soon!

i'm bz doing assigments....

i miss writing!

(dah habis sem pon ade assignment lg? lecturer mane yg baik hati tuh???)

ergh....

serena van der woodsen

x.0.x.0 GG!

i'm going...

ahaks ! look, im not going anywhere . hehe ! actually yes ! ergh . . annoying ! haha ! im going to kl today to mama's house for a few days i think . i don't decide it yet .

this is just a simple entry to tell everybody that i'll not on the line for a few days since i am at my granny house . aunty called me last n8 asking me if i can go there early b4 dis sunday to help her in doing assignment, as usual ;) . n since on that day also we are going to a wedding nearest to mama's house . a daughter of Cikgu Muhaini, if im not mistaken kak Maya is going to get married .

erm . . i used to be closed with their family a long time ago . at that time, ibu and ayah had moved to Quarters KLIA at Nilai . but me n along have to stay at mama's house to finished up our school session on that year . so, i was going to the school with Cikgu Muhaini since she is a teacher on the same school . n, her daughter, the other one named Yana used to be my best friend . muda sethn from me . then after that year, along n i were moved to Nilai n continued our next life there . since that, i've never hear from her . dulu, teknologi adalah sgt terhad . hoho !

so, this sunday will be the 'Jejak Kasih' 4 ibu . . . n me? not really . but im happy too !

going,

serena van der woodsen

x.o.x.o GG!

bestnyer . . ! ! !

hehe . . baru entry b4 dis i ade bertanye bile la dpt g shopping kan ? actually, i baru balik shopping ni ! haha ! termakbul jugak doa i . entry b4 dis i ade ckp 'hope not to soon' . yup ! mmg x soon pon . kjap je tunggu . xsampai 2hours from the entry has been posted .

u know what ? ! MAN asked me whether i want to going out with him or not . i asked him back 'when?' . n he told me that he's going to sban for the inspection on one of BNM staff's house . ah-ha ! of coz la nk kn, dh lme xjumpe, rindu bangat seh ! n he told me that he wants to find a shirt for his dinner on saturday n8 . yeayy . . . ade harapan utk cari my stuff skali . hehe ! best2 !

so, shopping time ! ! tp sedihnye, ape yg dicari xjumpe, bende lain plak yg dibeli . dah kate nk cari beg, tp beli kasut plak . hehe ! bese r tuh . slalu cmtuh kn . tp xpe la, mmg nk gune pon kasut tuh, nk wut kasut spare g kje nanti . memandang kan g n balik kje naik LRT, so xkn nk menapak g kje pakai high heels kn, sampai ofiz kematu plak kaki . kehkeh ! so, kasut yg baru dibeli ni gunenye utk spjg perjalanan ke ofiz, then sampai ofiz baru tukar heels plak . kahkah ! n jugak, bile hujan ke, xde la kasut kje tuh kotor or wutsoever . bijak2 ! pelaburan yg sungguh bijak ! hehe ! ini memandangkan kitorang kne pakai kasut yg lebih formal sedikit utk menampakkan keprofessionalan kitorang . huhu ! lgpon xlarat r nk pakai heels ke ofiz, sakit kaki lor . hoho ! so td i beli kasut Crocodile, yg sememangnye sgt comfort utk dipakai yg diperlukan utk berjalan jauh . haha ! mcm i nanti la . . harganye murah je, RM59.00 kat JJ . itupon ade discount lg 15% . heheh ! mane tak beli kan ? ?

kasut ade dlm budget, tp optional je sebenarnye . beg yg lg penting cuz nk mengangkut brg2 keperluan g kje nti contohnye purse, hp, hand sanitizer, kamus (kje jugak ke ?), umbrella, log book n bla bla (bunyi cm byk je brg nk bwk) hehe ! semestinye ! so i need a bag that so roomy ! yg boleh memuatkan segalanya . haha ! td dah usha2 kat Vincci kot2 ade yg berkenan . ade tu ade, tp byk sgt pilihan so xdpt nk pilih . sebenarnye nk cri warna hitam, biar nampak formal sk8, tp xbyk pilihan td yg warna hitam . yg warna lain cm grey, cream, red . mmg cantik n sweet . xpdt nk pilih2 lame td cuz MAN pon nk cepat cuz he got another inspection at Bukit Jalil . after having dinner at Johnny's, weoll terus balik . kesian MAN, he tired . i know .

nway, thanks syg cuz sudi jumpe i today ! wpun sekejap, but i was enjoying the moment . love u baby ! take care k !


happy shopping,
serena van der woodsen
x.o.x.o GG!

? ? ?

this morning i wake up late . pg td bgn awal sk8 nk anta SHARK g skolah . anta disini bermaksud anta dengan pandangan mata cuz die pon g skolah naik moto . hehe . saje je bg semangat . bg encouragement kt die supaya die ingat yg i'll always supporting him . giving the best for him . er, tanpa mencuci muka, terus bukak laptop n on9 . first, fb . erm, suprisingly ade our friends ni being coupled again ! congratulations ! dlm diam2 rupenye si adde ni . huhu . slow2 ek . pandai ko tackle eh . bgus ! next, mestilah blog kesayangan i ni . semenjak cuti ni, inilah laman yg menjadi tempat persinggahan i di kala sepi n sunyi . boring dok umah sorg2 pon xbuat ape2 . ibu ayah keje, adik2 skolah . if dpt g umah mama pon best gak ni . terhibur jgk dgn telatah si manja Irfan n si gemuk Aqim . argh . . rindunye kt dorg . semalam dah called mama told her that i xjd g sane dis week cuz nk stay cni sementara SHARK exam ni . kesian plak kt die if xde sape2 hirau kan die . at least, if im being here, ade jugak org yg bertanye n tgk2 kn die .


sebenarnye tergerak nk bgn dr tempat pembaringan td pon when i received a sms from ibu told that shafikah got 5A's for her UPSR . yup ! today, result UPSR diumumkan . pastinya ramai jugak student yg dpt 5A's ni . bkn zmn weoll dulu, dpt 5A's dh kire membangga kan la . cuz dulu ratio nye begini, pelajar yg dpt 5A's adalah satu dalam 30org, tp sekarang ratio nye pule begini, pelajar yg dpt 5A's adalah satu dalam 3org . ah-ha ! jauh beza kan . . yela mane tak nye kan . zmn UPSR tuh telah pon berlalu sepuluh thn . tp when i said this, im not saying yg bdk2 sekarang yg dpt 5A's ni xmembanggakan langsung, mmg la bangga kan parents nye, diri sendiri bile anak dpt result cemerlang . but then, zmn sekarang persaingan dalam pelajaran adalah lebih mencabar berbanding dulu . budak2 sekarang dah lebih terdedah kpd pelbagai perkara . contohnye dengan kemudahan penggunaan teknologi yg semakin meluas , semuanye dorg dh tau . bdk2 sekarang ni lebih terbuka pandangan mereka . tp xkurang jugak yg terlebih pandai sampai ade yg dah xnk pergi skolah dah . contohnye dengan pelbagai masalah sosial yg melibatkan mereka ni . byk memberi masalah kpd family, diri sendiri, masyarakat n negara jugak . heheh ! ckp mcm seorg pakar motivasi . hehe ! no, im not . xterfikir pon to-be cuz diri sendiri pon xbermotivated . ahaks !


semalam i said to MAN that i teringin nak g genting . dah lame xg . xde la lame sgt . bln May time last semester break . with MAN . if dulu ms study kt kl, lebih kurg 2 minggu sekali mesti naik genting . bkn ape, just jln2 je . jarang kitorang main theme park . dah berpuluh kali g sane ade la dalam 5x kot main theme park . bosan kalau main theme park berdua je . itulah kata MAN . but then, i don't mind . berdua ke sorg pon i xkisah . janji enjoy, dpt release tension . btol tak kn ? the best thing is, weoll g sane dh byk kali tp xpernah tido sane . semalam i told MAN i teringin nk tido sane . oppps . . jgn salah sangka . bkn nk tido same with him but bilik asing2 la in my mind . then he laughed . er . . . he said that, buat ape nk tido sane, bkn nye jauh pon dr kl sampai nk kne tido sane pon . aah, he got a point there . serious, even umah mama kt kl but xjauh pon sebenarnye nk ke genting . around 40-45minutes shj ! yup, xtipu . . . btol ! naik bus la . yg Go Genting tuh . umah xjauh pon dr Terminal Putra (station Putra LRT yg terakhir-kena mention cuz takot ade yg tersalah faham ingt i ckp stesen bus Putra kt The Mall nun-hehe, kan Dilla ? ?) . ambil bus kat c2, terus ke station cable car kt atas . selalunye, even weoll xmain park pon, weoll jln2 je kt dlm mall kt atas nun . 1st World Plaza . itujela pon mall yg ade . hehe ! kena siap2 beli return ticket for bus n skyway kt counter atas . cuz pernah sekali weoll budget that time cm xramai org, so planned beli tiket bus ots je nti, tp satu tiket pon xde . last2 naik taxi . bukan taxi pon . kire kereta sewa r tuh . ha, tambang sampai RM70 . . . . huhu mcm tambang bus g penang je kn . mahal gile ! selepas kejadian tuh, weoll sekarang ni terus je beli tiket return sebaik shj menjejak kan kaki di station bus kt genting nun . oh ya ! mungkin ade yg pelik kn, cuz selalu tiket return die dh siap serta kn sekali . yup ! tp itu utk yg beli pakej shj . meaning that, yg ambil theme park skali . return ticket for bus n skyway n also for the theme park . if xmain theme park, kne beli asing2 . beli kt bwh for one hala, then sampai atas beli another ticket for return . got it ?


n for us, if g genting tuh mcm g Pav je . cuz dekat sgt . ticket pon sng nk dpt . pernah sekali weoll kt T.Square ke mne ntah xingat, then xtau nk g mane lg . terus je angkat kaki g genting . jln2 kt sane. sejuk sk8 . if kt kl panas r nk jln2 . sane cm relax sk8 . kdg2 kitorang g sane semata2 nk tgk wayang je . haha ! mmg gila ! selalu pon mmg cmtuh, kalau dh bosan jln kt kl, tanpa pk pjg terus je beli tiket genting . ptg balik la . xlame pon . tp janji enjoy !


erm . . . ape lg ek nk story, ah-ha ! nk shopping ! bile dpt g shopping ni . nk cri beg . kasut . suit . ahaks ! bestnye dpt g shopping . it is a theraphy u know . mmg pon . mmg berkesan . bile dh beli, puas rasa hati . puas sgt2 ! cuma, kdg2 bile beli benda yg xde dlm budget mesti rase terkilan sk8 cuz duit dh melayang g tempat lain . ala, tp itu mula beli je, dh lame2 . . . . . . . haha ! sure brg tuh akan jd fav kita . i always feel it ! mule2 beli tuh rase cm menyesal, tp bile dh lame2 brg tuh jugak la yg slalu dibawak ke hulu hilir . hehe !


nway, ade 1 beg MNG ni smart gile . sling bag in red colour, RM198.00 ! ah-ha ! ko minatkan daty ? bkn ko sorg je yg minat, aku pon minat gak nok ! kalau aku jumpe kt kl, aku sambar ye ! hehe . . . kalau ade lg . MNG sekejap je dah xde stok tuka design lain . lme2 tunggu melepas la jawabnye . beg yg besar warne coklat tu pon aku minat gak . xsilap harga RM155.00 xsilap . pokai la cmni . hehe ! sling bag yg kecik ko tunjuk tu pon lawa gak babe yg kt entrance tuh . murah je weh, RM99.oo . xdpt yg merah, sambar yg tu pon jd la weh . hoho !


er . . bile la agaknye dpt g shopping ni . hope not so soon !


good girl gone bad,
serena van der woodsen
x.o.x.o GG !

different!

itu adalah perkataan yg paling sesuai sekarang . cuz everything is different now . everything . every single thing around me . a lot . mcm2 . peoples, things, weather, thoughts n more . actually yg plg pelik skang ni, bile xmenghadap laptop ni, ade je bende terlintas nk post dlm blog, tp bile dh taip, lain plak cite yg kua dpd kepala otak ni . xley slhkn jari, cuz jari just menurut kata yg diproses oleh otak n hati . idea yg sebelum tu dikatakan menarik terus hilang, n yg kua hanya lah cerita biasa2 je . seolah2 mcm every second kena on laptop ni . 24/7 . cuz nti bila ade idea nk cerita, terus je tekan button 'new post' . that is why, i ade menyimpan sedikit harapan utk membeli small notebook . senang nk bwk g mana2 . skang ni tgh mencari2 model yg sesuai, yg begitu compact, ringan, n superb die punye software . toshiba pon cm ok, kn ? any idea ?

er, ade lg satu dreaming stuff ! camera DSLR ! bile la agaknya i akan dapat ye camera tuh . MAN said die xjd beli DSLR, die nk try usha others camera such as . . . . . . . .

POWERSHOT G10 by Canon

It is a digital camera where its capabilities are just the same with DSLR camera .

MAN introduced it to me ptg td . he said the quality of the images produced by the camera are much better than DSLR camera such as Nikon D60 or D3000 .

Much more, it is more compact to bring anywhere which its shape it not that big like DSLR .

maybe it is not 'cute' as like others digital camera but then the kepuasan gained from this camera will be not dissappointing u .

ade lg 1 MAN sebut is POWERSHOT G11 BY CANON . lebih kurg same je design but a bit different on their functionalities . each of them got their own kelebihan . contohnye, utk design yg ini, harganya lebih murah sedikit berbanding yg kt atas tuh . harganya ? RM1,999.00 . n yg kat atas tu plak RM2,068.00 . hehe . takde la beza sgt, xsampai seratus . harga yg atas tu pon lebih kurg je D60 n D3000 . malah yg dua baru disebut td tuh sama harganya dgn G11 . so ? yg mne satu menawan hati ? mne satu dpt memenuhi keperluan harian anda ? i ckp mcm spokeperson plak . . or mcm salesgirl yg tgh wut promotion on those cameras .

*tgk tuh, lain yg nk dicerita lain plak idea yg ditulis . peliklah . . . . ! ! ?

by serena van der woodsen (x.o.x.o GG!)

a phone called from a good friend !

Lynn called td, lame borak ngn die . hampir sejam . saje je borak2 . lame xdgr cite dr die . rindu plak . seronok dgr die cite td . excited btol . happy life die hopefully . xsangka plak die slalu g melaka rupenye semata2 nk study . haha . kt mcd ayer keroh nun. dr segamat sanggup turun melaka semata2 nk study . nasib xjauh sgt segamat tuh . xjauh pon tp minyak gak kn . sempat la g melaka tgk wyg, g pantai puteri . haha . kalau dah berjalan tuh, alang2 menyinggah la ke tempat lain . xlengkap hari kalau xmenyinggah nanti, kn lynn ? ?

tp yg menyedihkan bila die g melaka xgtau aku pon . siot ko ye . ahaks ! die kate kdg2 tuh terlupe (sampai hati ko lupe kt aku), kdg2 tuh nk msg tp dh jauh mlm plak katenye (alah, iye2 je ko) . . . tp xpela janji ko happy ngn life ko .

dr dgr cite lynn td seolah2 mcm die dh putus asa nk study . erm, bkn la btol2 putus asa tp cm lemah je die . cm berserah sungguh die pd takdir atas apa jua yg bakal diterima . sedang aku bersemangat utk study, die plak semakin berputus asa . mungkin stress yg die lalui selepas beberapa kali failed certain papers. if aku jd die pon mungkin aku berputus asa gak .

dulu, ms time diploma, aku ade jgk failed paper law . serious aku mmg xminat gile paper tuh . aku xjwb pon time tuh . otak aku nothing . aku xnafikan yg peranan seorang pensyarah yg bertanggugjawab atas ke'fail'an aku ni . sebab ape, cuz die jarang msok class, bz sgt katenye . amboi sampai begitu sekali . seminggu ade la skali kot masok class . so, bile aku failed paper tuh aku xterkejut sgt n xberape nk frust sgt (wpun frust la jgk cuz pointer turun sk8) cuz aku sendiri tau usaha aku utk jwb paper tuh dat time . aku mmg xstudy pon . ditambah plak dgn beberapa mslh yg timbul dat time . nvm, it was a learning for me .

second time ambil paper tuh, aku jd bersemangat . wpun belajar utk kali ke-2, tp terase seperti freshie je dlm class tu . cm sumenye baru tau . dgn bantuan lecturer yg sgt bagus (semestinye lecturer yg lain dr yg sebelumnye kn) n jugak usaha aku yg berlipat kali ganda . suprisingly, i can memorized all the notes (each words of it) that i made . sebijik2 ! ! so, ade hikmahnye bile aku repeat paper tuh . i did performed well than b4 ! so, lesson number one here is not to simply giving up . then, thinking that all those happened got their own hikmah behind it . n only Allah knows it ! we as His hamba, should usaha, doa n tawakal kpd Nya . berserah !

time degree ni, awal pengajian rase sedikit terganggu dengan keadaan yg xberape selesa n certain other probs . but then, pejam celik, dah nak complete dah my studies . another one yr to go . practical training n last semester will be coming up . semua classmates are my competitors . but i never want to compete with them . im not seorang yg begitu teruja utk berlumba2 mengejar kehadapan . so they are not my competitors, they are all my friends ! sharing n giving anything that they wanted to . im just a simple girl that im being my ownself . never dibayangi oleh anybody .

im not feel loser if my closed friends get better result than me . im not ! but im proud with myself ! i know what i'd done to my effort . i know my points . n i know who i am . simplest girl that only thinking about herself n wants to make her life better . bkn mcm sesetengah org yg terlalu obsess utk compete dgn others until xnk share anything that they know (i mean ilmu la) . nvm too ! itu hak dorg, whatever !

stop being loser,

serena van der woodsen

x.o.x.o GG!

segalanya bermula di sini..

yes ! segala nye akan bermula di sini, hari ini . penentu ms depan yg cerah akan diperolehi dgn mudah sekiranya usaha yang berlipat kali ganda dilempiaskan berserta doa n tawakal kdp Yang Maha Esa . Good Luck, SHARK ! i know u can do better than me . he hope that he wants to beat me . my result is not that good for him to compete . the result is not what i was expected for . but then, i accept ! bcuz that is my destiny, my usaha ! byk main time tuh pon . i know i can get better than that cuz we ourselves know our own keupayaan diri kita sendiri kan ?

this morning, bgn awal sk8 cuz nk bg sokongan kt SHARK . i want he knows that we are always standing behind him to give him a very full support . go go go boys ! xtau kenapa ms SHARK bersalaman ngn kami semua, aku terasa begitu sayu skali . bergenang air mata . mcm aku plak yang resah sendiri nk ambil exam ni . ye la, l8ly ni pon senang sgt air mata aku nak tumpah . cengeng bak kata org .

ayah is on leave today for give him a moral support . ayah is going to company him to school . ehem, i know ayah is not too close with him, b4 bgn td pon i just thinking that ayah kurg memberi perhatian kpd dia . but i was wrong, ayah still concerned with him . buktinye, ayah cuti ! maybe only that he can shows to SHARK n us that he still ambil berat about everything happens in this family . THANKS DAD !

bila ayah pergi sekolah SHARK utk memberi semangat, teringat plak zaman kecil2 dulu pon ibu ayah sanggup ambil cuti utk memberi semangat kpd kami semua . teman kami n memberi kata perangsang yg terbaik utk meningkatkan lagi keazaman dalam diri kami .

sekarang baru boleh berfikir dengan matang, kalau dulu our parents selalu membebel n marah if we were doing wrong, yes they are right . n if mereka xtegur kita meaning that they are not concerned with us . n maybe im not going to be what i have been now ! the succeed n better education that i've gained from 5 yrs old (kindergarten) until now, 22 yrs old ! how big i am now ? ? xsangka, sekejap je dah besar . sekejap ke ? ye la mcm xpercaya plak .

nway, good luck again to all candidates ! ! doa byk2 k . jgn gemuruh, relax n cool !

*(i plak yg terase nervous nye)

serena van der woodsen

x.o.x.o GG !